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Sleep
You know, I did all the work I wanted to do for GDT. Just submitted it. I bet its all sub-standard, but I don't have the capacity to care beyond a vague dissatisfaction with everything me-related.
Of course, I had this before I did the work, so I suppose that this is not a valid correlation.
Thing is, when I get tired/down like this, I start getting paranoid about every little slight. I start thinking that people who have other things to do are avoiding me. I start to wonder how anyone could ever even pretend to give an eighth of a shit about me.
I could go to sleep, or I could look up pictures of Anna Paquin, because I saw X-Men before, and I'd like to know what else she does, because she looked kinda nifty. And small!
Bed.
PETER
Of course, I had this before I did the work, so I suppose that this is not a valid correlation.
Thing is, when I get tired/down like this, I start getting paranoid about every little slight. I start thinking that people who have other things to do are avoiding me. I start to wonder how anyone could ever even pretend to give an eighth of a shit about me.
I could go to sleep, or I could look up pictures of Anna Paquin, because I saw X-Men before, and I'd like to know what else she does, because she looked kinda nifty. And small!
Bed.
PETER