2001-10-23

xoder: (Default)
2001-10-23 12:23 am

Technically....

I missed a day. But not really. Its only a very short time after yesterday.

I guess my general mood is on the upswing.
Still.

I think I need to believe in the song "For Nancy" by Pete Yorn:
"Convince yourself that everything's alright
Because it already is"

There is nothing at all wrong here, I just need to convince myself that is what's important. My sex drive should be (and in reality is) secondary. Now all I have to do is convince "him" of that.
Jennifer, I know you are the only person who got the above on the first try, but I credit the rest of you with a modicum of intelligence such that you should be able to get it on the second.

thats all

no more blather from me

baiobklxiownkxibkw,ksn!!
xoder: (Default)
2001-10-23 04:02 pm

Hmm Entry.... okay

I've got about 22 mins here to write this before I have to go to this silly Honors pizza party. Ahh well.

Lets see. I went to Frosh EE seminar. Boring, but necessary. Calculus was calculus. I participated a lot. Yay : ). Then icky Chem test. It was definately harder than the first, but I should easily get at least a B.

As far as non-academics go, when I got back, I've been pretty much stuck on AIM the whole time. There's an annoying sensation that I should be going out and finding females that won't run away and scream at the sight of me. Then there's a part that says that pursuit is pointless.

Goddamn inner conflicts.

ttyl

PETER
xoder: (Default)
2001-10-23 10:38 pm

A trend

I have noticed a trend with my past few LJ entries. It disturbs me. My mood keeps falling from entry to entry. I tried to pinpoint the issue at heart and it simply seems to be the reoccurring theme of no-@$$-for-Peter. It really is annoying that one portion of my being, my romanto-sexual being, can take over and take down the rest of me. I'm highly annoyed.

If any of you reading this out there are attractive RIT girls who can actually put up with me, please IM me or you could go and email me. Or I could stop being so pathetic. You, the reader/viewer decide!

Isn't this SO exciting?