Note to self:

Drop out of the Darwinian race, so I can abandon hope and live free from expectations.

Rationalization

The reason for that past outburst:
I suppose I always thought that somewhere along the line, I would do something great for humanity.
Of course, I'm nowhere near bright enough for anything like that. There are 6 billion people on this planet, at at most 20 thousand of them are ijin. I'm not smart enough to make a new device or method thats good. I'm not talented enough to entertain or achieve.
So then maybe, I could eek out an existance, and pretend it matters.
But I can't lie. I refuse to lie to myself that much. And I know that I will make a bad genetic parent, so yeah.

I don't matter.
Let me be

Day off

Went to the NYU pool. Talked to Bob. Got approved for the job. Of course, there's the issue of when I'll be working, but whatever.
I was hoping to see ironvalkyrie in the water, but she was not there. Eh, whatever.
Just checked my email!
W00000000000T!!!
Why w00t?
http://www.amazon.com/exec/obidos/ASIN/B00006AL1E/ref=t_th_em_po
BTF!!!!!!!!!!!!

And in other news: I got a haircut. My surface hair had been really blonded by the sun. Now the sun gets another crack at me :-).

Again, please ignore the fool with the large formfactor
PETER

Sounds accurate

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