But what I really want to know is

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What I really want to know is why I'm always so mean to people who try to be nice to me.

I mean, sure, I don't deserve their kindness, but that doesn't give me license to be even more of an ass than usual.

So I suppose it comes back to the question of why I'm such a cock to my friends.

I should be writing my article, not this. Talk to y'all later.

PETER