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Ye gods am I dumb
I violated the trust of my best friend today. I didn't even know what I was doing. I wouldn't blame him if he dissapeared forever.
And its all over a stupid little thing. Granted, its less stupid than that, and those involved are pissed, but... I don't know when I do these things.
I really doubt my capabilities as a social being.
Maybe this RA thing is a bad idea.
Maybe doing that "tour-guidey" thing for Honors EE is likewise poorly thought out.
Maybe humanity is a harmful influence on me.
I surrender.
PETER
And its all over a stupid little thing. Granted, its less stupid than that, and those involved are pissed, but... I don't know when I do these things.
I really doubt my capabilities as a social being.
Maybe this RA thing is a bad idea.
Maybe doing that "tour-guidey" thing for Honors EE is likewise poorly thought out.
Maybe humanity is a harmful influence on me.
I surrender.
PETER