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And I know that I
Am meant for this world
Smashing Pumpkins - Muzzle

Now if only I knew that.

Not only did I fuckup my alarm and miss Electronics, but the Microcomputers lab was impossible, so thats a nice big F there, and my group in DiffEq still has to do our group project, and our prof said, "and if you're still stuck on that first integration, I don't know how you're going to do it."

So, I do believe I've broken all my skills.
Last night I got stuck on a GDT article (its way too preachy and sucky), and now I feel like I can't write. There goes writing.
I can't program anymore (as is evidenced by my Assembly skills in the lab)
I can't (nor, do I think, could I ever) do math
And I still have Electronics HW, which I probably won't be able to do either.

Why am I still in college? I can't do anything that I need to do!
I've broken it all!!

I think I'll just go to Anime Club, RITMRC and Go. See how long it takes them to kick me out.

PETER

[EDIT: Oh, and I've also lost whatever physical prowess I may have had. Last night, I managed to poke myself in the nose with a pencil. And draw blood.]