Yes, I am lazy

[01:13:29] Xoder83: heyo!
[01:13:35] atroposmoirae: hiya :) how are you?
[01:13:39] Xoder83: kayo!
[01:13:41] Xoder83: you?
[01:13:50] atroposmoirae: I'm doing okay. :) What's up?
[01:14:09] Xoder83: planning to have a relaxing night tonight
[01:14:12] Xoder83: unlike last night
[01:14:15] Xoder83: which was fun
[01:14:34] atroposmoirae: Good. :)
[01:14:36] atroposmoirae: What did ya do?
[01:15:03] Xoder83: around 3, John (next door neighbor) comes back, slightly high, and very hungry
[01:15:09] Xoder83: he says "Lets go to IHOP"
[01:15:19] Xoder83: lots of us (7 in total) say, "Great Idea!"
[01:15:43] atroposmoirae: :-)
[01:15:45] Xoder83: so we pile into my roomate's car, one of us in the trunk, and drive off to IHOP
[01:15:57] Xoder83: but IHOP is closed at 3:30 in the morning
[01:16:02] Xoder83: but we keep on driving
[01:16:34] Xoder83: and we find Denny's
[01:16:44] Xoder83: which is open at 3:30 in the morning
[01:16:48] atroposmoirae: Yay, Denny's :) That's where we always go in the middle of the night too. :)
[01:17:18] Xoder83: so we have some denny's, pay and head back
[01:17:28] Xoder83: this time, a different kid, Ben, is in the trunk
[01:18:34] Xoder83: we get to the parking lot back here at RIT, and the kid doesn't respond to the banging we're giving the back of the car
[01:18:58] Xoder83: so we're like, "fuck, I hope he's okay"
[01:19:23] Xoder83: and we open the trunk, and he's asleep
[01:19:32] Xoder83: He says, "it was so dark in there..."
[01:20:15] atroposmoirae: hehe
[01:20:26] atroposmoirae: Did you have to ride in the trunk at all?
[01:20:31] atroposmoirae: Probably not being really tall like you are, right? :)
[01:20:35] Xoder83: Yah
[01:20:38] Xoder83: no trunk for me
[01:20:41] atroposmoirae: Lucky you. :)
[01:20:52] atroposmoirae: I bet if there were ever a trunk-rider in our endeavors, it would be me.
[01:21:00] atroposmoirae: Being all of 5'3" and all. :)
[01:21:04] Xoder83: ah, but the story's not done yet ;-)
[01:21:04] atroposmoirae: I'm glad you had such a good time! :)
[01:21:09] atroposmoirae: Ohh, okay, continue. ;)
[01:21:29] Xoder83: so it's 5:30, and I'm back in bed
[01:21:51] Xoder83: and this is interesting because I have to wake up at 10 to meet my photographer for an article
[01:22:07] Xoder83: so I go, I interview a few peple and call it done
[01:22:13] Xoder83: go back to bed untill...
[01:22:15] Xoder83: like 3
[01:22:27] Xoder83: when my editor calls and asks me for the copy
[01:22:35] Xoder83: so I'm well rested
[01:22:39] Xoder83: and I handed in my assignment
[01:22:41] Xoder83: so its all good!
[01:22:51] atroposmoirae: :) Good! :)
[01:23:15] Xoder83: and now I will put this in my LJ, so I don't have to rewrite it :)
[01:23:24] atroposmoirae: hehe lazy :-P

Why this is friends only, I'll discuss later...

You can expect to die on:

February 17, 2056
at the age of 72 years old.


On that date you will most likely die from:
Cancer (26%)
Heart Attack (23%)
Alien Abduction (10%)
Suicide (5%)
Third Degree Burns (5%)
Loneliness (5%)

sunset

Is funny but is not why I'm posting..

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I watched the sunset tonight. Things have really been getting to me, so I went and I rollerbladed. I'm keeping this friend's only for reasons which will become clear.

It was beautiful. The sky changed from light cyan in the west to royal blue in the east. The clouds were amazing shades of yellow, orange, pink and red, all fading to violet. It was like they knew that they were leaving and had to put on their best clothes, to make a good impression as they left. I sat awhile, in F-Lot (I think), just watching the sun go down. Every once and awhile, I'd lose sight of clouds that I once saw clearly. In the east, the moon had already risen. The clouds were creating an amazing halo of light which simply added to its beauty. The sky slowly faded colors, from front to back (as I was facing west), from cyan to royal blue to navy. As the colors changed, I felt that I had so many of these thoughts running through my head, that I had to get them on some media. here they are. I wish I could draw the picture, and then animate it. But it wasn't just the image. It was sanctuary. It got me out of myself (or is it into a different part of myself?) and into writing. I see that things will happen. There is nothing I can do about that. I want it to stop happening, but I know it cannot. I have to keep my balance, and keep on pushing on.

Until 2072, that is ;-)

Still, things are not yet resolved. When they do, I will tell you all. I can't stand looking at myself, knowing that what I've done, has troubled others so much. Especially when I meant no harm, when I meant nothing to happen of it. I want it to stop!!!!

wtf?
PETER