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So I've realized that I don't have any friends I feel I can just call upon and say "let's do something, anything." This is likely caused by my own ineptitude as well as my own ickiness. I'm so ridiculously pathetic sometimes. In this situation, I wonder whether this is simply caused by the fact that I don't have that many friends still in NYC, or rather that I'm a spineless blob (interesting note to this effect in the main entry below).
That said (or not, as the case may be), I hurt my back yesterday. Just by standing up. I bailed on pool with Charlene and Xi, and going home with Erin. Needless to say, not a boost.

Today I got my hair cut. My back still hurts. Did absolutely nothing.

I suck.

EDIT: So, I may not be completely useless. Waiting on further data.

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pshaw, you do not suck.

nothing wrong with being solitary. but then again, maybe because i grew up as a only child as compared to living with my sister, i know how to entertain myself and also like solitude.

but yeah, i wish i could call up people and hang out with them...but i don't.....i dunno why.