The explanation... as best as I can do it...

[xoder]

The weird thing that happened last night:
A girl liked me. And told me.
Wow.
Unfortunately, I don't feel I know right now how to answer her. Sorry. I'm working on figuring it out, though :-).
I'm kinda scared, though. The one thing I've wanted: to be wanted enough to be told, and I'm afraid I'll fuck it all up.
Ah well, I have a tendancy to feel I'm gonna fuck things up. I don't actually do it too often.

"We'll see" -- Mimi (from RENT)

PETER

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Re: w00t! goodness then!

[xoder.livejournal.com]

Problems

• Distance
  
• And a certain nagging fear that the answer I will give will be influenced by the simple fact that she's the one and only girl to ever tell me that...
  

[ladyravn.livejournal.com]

That's weird, I could have sworn I've told you that... sometime a few years ago

Oy

[xoder.livejournal.com]

You know what I mean! She's the only one who told me that without knowing what I'd say. You knew. I was so jelly then. I dunno how to describe it...