"Like a graveyard...

Don't feel so bad. I know what its like to not have your friends close to you, and to lose old ones. Heh, we all wish it was like being a kid, where everybody was right next to one another and nobody was old enough to have anything to do but hang out. And saying you suck is of course not true, but we all say it sometimes when we definately are not of the sucky bunch. You're one of the nicest people I've met. I know, I know. It sounds contrived and petty to you, maybe. But you don't suck! Period, end of story. Maybe every place one goes isn't the great- people-to-befriend capital of the world? I dunno. I don't think its me, and you shouldn't think you suck. It's around here. The distance and all. Feel better.