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[xoder]

So I've realized that I don't have any friends I feel I can just call upon and say "let's do something, anything." This is likely caused by my own ineptitude as well as my own ickiness. I'm so ridiculously pathetic sometimes. In this situation, I wonder whether this is simply caused by the fact that I don't have that many friends still in NYC, or rather that I'm a spineless blob (interesting note to this effect in the main entry below).
That said (or not, as the case may be), I hurt my back yesterday. Just by standing up. I bailed on pool with Charlene and Xi, and going home with Erin. Needless to say, not a boost.

Today I got my hair cut. My back still hurts. Did absolutely nothing.

I suck.

EDIT: So, I may not be completely useless. Waiting on further data.

Comments

[missvicky.livejournal.com]

Don't feel so bad. I know what its like to not have your friends close to you, and to lose old ones. Heh, we all wish it was like being a kid, where everybody was right next to one another and nobody was old enough to have anything to do but hang out. And saying you suck is of course not true, but we all say it sometimes when we definately are not of the sucky bunch. You're one of the nicest people I've met. I know, I know. It sounds contrived and petty to you, maybe. But you don't suck! Period, end of story. Maybe every place one goes isn't the great- people-to-befriend capital of the world? I dunno. I don't think its me, and you shouldn't think you suck. It's around here. The distance and all. Feel better.