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[xoder]

So I've realized that I don't have any friends I feel I can just call upon and say "let's do something, anything." This is likely caused by my own ineptitude as well as my own ickiness. I'm so ridiculously pathetic sometimes. In this situation, I wonder whether this is simply caused by the fact that I don't have that many friends still in NYC, or rather that I'm a spineless blob (interesting note to this effect in the main entry below).
That said (or not, as the case may be), I hurt my back yesterday. Just by standing up. I bailed on pool with Charlene and Xi, and going home with Erin. Needless to say, not a boost.

Today I got my hair cut. My back still hurts. Did absolutely nothing.

I suck.

EDIT: So, I may not be completely useless. Waiting on further data.

Comments

[charleniehead.livejournal.com]

You know, I was feeling that way myself unitl I realized "Yes I do have friends that are close, in fact Peter works 6 block away from my job, Erin goes to school two avenues away from my job and my friend Xi is usually up for chilling" and just called you guys. Next time you feel like you want to not be in solitude just call. It's not as hard as it seems. I'm sad about your back that you dodn't get to come along, cuz you missed me slaughtering Xi, but you probably wouldn't have enjoyed the gay bar-hopping that ensued afterwards. Hopefully when your back feels like functioning we can chill.