Rationalization

[xoder]

The reason for that past outburst:
I suppose I always thought that somewhere along the line, I would do something great for humanity.
Of course, I'm nowhere near bright enough for anything like that. There are 6 billion people on this planet, at at most 20 thousand of them are ijin. I'm not smart enough to make a new device or method thats good. I'm not talented enough to entertain or achieve.
So then maybe, I could eek out an existance, and pretend it matters.
But I can't lie. I refuse to lie to myself that much. And I know that I will make a bad genetic parent, so yeah.

I don't matter.
Let me be

Comments

[atroposmoirae.livejournal.com]

In my opinion, everyone that touches someone else's life, in some way, matters. And everyone affects someone else in some fashion.

You do matter...try to make the most of it. [hugs]

[xoder.livejournal.com]

But you see, I do no good to those I affect. So, shouldn't I get away, to bring the greater good to the greater number?

Re:

[atroposmoirae.livejournal.com]

You do good to me. And there is no doubt in my mind that you do good to others as well. You just need to believe that. [hugs]

Silly boy

[ladyravn.livejournal.com]

You've done good to me in the past ;) and you still do good to me now :)